paralimbo and groupless

no one reads this shit anyway so im going to talk about my old group and the real reason why im never going to go back to doing private investigations.
the first group i had a hard time trying to find one. i found them on the TAPS boards when i was just totaly ape shit over the show i thought i just had to do it and give it a try. so i found one in my area. i went to one of theyre meetings and thoght it was very cool and to be honest the only one who i thought i had a connection to was the guy who looks like HRG from heroes. He set me up in the meeting and so forth and some of the others seemed like plain dicks. another i got to know when we did a mock investigation at my old house and he was pretty cool. after awhile the group was basicaly jsut collecting dues for absolutely no investigations and nothing to do. one of the douche bags from the old group started to give me some shit and i decided i wasnt going to take it so im like fuck them im leaving and im telling the one guy who i thought was cool that i was leaving. well apparently he was planning on leaving too and wanted me in his group. so im like cool yeah im with ya. i told the old group i was done and thanks for the shitty t shirt and left.
so it was me one other dude and this old gal who was this researcher. we were cool so lets get some more people and ask some other people who were unhappy with the old group and see if they want to form up with us. one dude who i thought was cool said he would and sealed the deal with a handshake. now to me a handshake is like your signature. im shaking your hand signifying to you that im going stick with the agreement, thats what a handshake is about when you agree to something right? well we later find out he changed his mind and stuck with the group. so were like fuck, we need more people and I'll be honest i didn't want anymore than 4 people. there was this one dude who was kicked from the old group because he was supposedly drinking during an investigation, it was bullshit all of it and spread from this old group. we called the dude and asked if he would be interested in joining us...mostly because he had some good equipment and seemed to be still interested in the field due to forming a group of his own and no one interested in joining his because of the rumors that this group spread about him. we did some begging and he finally agreed so now we had our core.
now when i joined and started this paranormal thing i thought we would go on investigations and also hang outside of the investigation thing. well with one dude i did and the others just didn't seem to give a shit so soon i started not giving a shit anymore.
We had some meetings and did a couple of private investigations and i actually thought i caught some cool stuff. well apparently i did because its all over the groups website. see i actually go over my evidence very carefully, yeah some of it can be thrown out but I'm thorough. anyway to make a long story short, the dude with the drinking problem basically took over the operation. he never returned my phone calls and the dude who i joined up with in the first place was siding with him and the researcher didnt like my cuss words and drunk guy banned me temporarily from the boards so im like fuck this.. they want to play these games they can kiss my ass and im done with them.
so thats it in a nutshell... i dont have time for that drama shit, i wont ever do private investigating groups again so i'll just do the big events where places are actualy supposed to be haunted.
thanks for reading this crap.
brian

first blog

first blog here.. humm what to write. i could write about the paranormal since that's what this blog is supposed to be about, but since this is my first blog I'm not going to say who i am and what I'm doing here besides sitting here in front of this keyboard and typing this for my own entertainment and i like the sound of the ticking of the keyboard makes.

why am i doing this paranormal thing? I'll tell ya, because i always have been interested either thru film or books.. since i was a kid. I never experienced anything paranormal before but I'm hoping to change that.

What am i expecting to get outta all this? Insight into life after death maybe, I mostly just want to get out there and do something for people who need help and don't know where else to turn. I'm not sure how i will react to my first experience.. i really don't want to run like a little girl screaming, well I'm sure i wont lol.

The group I'm in Windy City Paranormal is a great bunch of folks who i think I can trust and learn from each other. Our first investigation is this Friday, I'm a little bit nervous and anxious. I'm confident we are ready to do this and will be ready for anything.

OK I'm done writing for now i suck at this lol. its thundering out now and i should get away from this keyboard or i may turn into a crispy corpse lol.